hello!
i had my jyian nite yesterday. so basically, i had to perform for everyone. at first, i was alittle nervous. after so many months i've not been dancing, like finally i had the chance to dance again. i really had fun even tho i made a huge mistake on stage and i know some people are laughing at me. but who cares right. never knew that sirin will be there too ! omgggg. see la sirin, because of you, i forget my steps. aha. the best part was the finale. for the very first time, i actually sang on the stage. i dont even feel afraid at all. i met grace. cant believe that she cried just because she miss me so much. im so touched. LOL! cant wait to go out with her once im done with genting. oh plus, my dearest happy mates. ehem guys, im waiting. when is the next outing? i miss you guys. alright, lets just say that i miss the people who i've not been seeing them for such a long time. aha.
this morning, i had to rush to hougang with abg jamly since the funky nutz is having problems with the music. they werent allow to sign the form and even try the stage once their music is okay. so abg jamly managed to remix the song quickly. thank god. once the competition started, the host doesnt seems to be ready. but whatever it is, funky nutz was really good on stage and even the rest was brilliant too. lets skip.
right now, i was supposed to sleep since im leaving to genting highland tomorrow! finally im done with all the packing. will be back after 5 days. byeee!
thank god im safely home. i was really scared to go home. there are three guys followed me home with their bicycle and they even disturbed me. you have no idea how fuckingly panic i was. i could do nothing other than pretending to listen to the music. oh my godddddddd, this is my first time to have this kind of incident happen to me. I wasnt that brave you know. they were all big and a very gangster-ly attitude. once i went into the lift, they actually waited for the door to close. i remember one of the guy stare at me like one kind while the rest just laugh and they even said something which i cant really catch it. and again, i pretended to press the number 8 of the floor. i know i was stupid. But i was really really scaredddd. i was really hoping to bump into my neighbour or whoever. unfortunately not a single person. okay, just fuck it. its over. phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
anyway, i went to study with izza and farhan. Farhan was late because he overslept. thanks to my 5 missed calls or else, you will be sleeping till the next morning. it was good but i was a little afraid for my essay since i did not studied much. well, i was supposed to continue with my geography once i get back home. so i thought of taking a break for awhile. lol.
okay, just so you know, my heart is still beating fast. okay, chill. its over.
its been awhile since i last posting. as i said, i've been busy with dance and studies almost everyday. therefore, i dont even have the time to check my twitter and my blog. besides, i dont even have the best time to atleast check my facebook even tho i've already deactivate and i spent so much time by watching dramas online or maybe videos in youtube. my blog is getting bored and bored and i dont think people would love to read it. plus, i am just plain lazy to upload atleast one picture. well, lets just wait till i am back from genting highland. definitely there'll be pictures for you to see.
speaking of genting, i've finally done with my medical, toiletries and make-up. i still got lot more to fill in especially the costumes and jackets. i can imagine how sad i had to leave my two kitties at home. im so gonna hug them before i leave home. sad sad ): and grace, dont worry, i'll be buying your pink stuff. lol. and, where the hell are you? i miss youuuuu. anyway, i am sorry for the other day i couldnt go out with you since you know that im busy with dance. plus, i cant follow you to go shopping since you've already get your pay. looks like im the one who is mia-ing from her. ):
anyway, my exam will be starting tomorrow. i really hope i can do well this time round. this is my only hope. good luck for the rest who is taking the exams also. jia you! :D
guess what? im feeling so bored right now. what else can i do. i feel like a pig. lol. okay basically, im alone at home. my parents went to malaysia with granny, my bro is having a camp at malaysia too and my both sister are working. how about me? i've been watching videos in youtube just to kill boredom. at the same time, my kitty have been running here and there and i had to pick up all those stuff whenever they accidentally push them to the floor. okay anyway, finally its saturday . even though i had a boring day today, atleast , i can spend the time to sleep and eat and sleep again. or maybe, just watch online movies. furthermore, i can do whatever i want since my parents are not at home. i was supposed to come down and support the fresh flava but somehow i dont have the mood to go out and mum already reminded me not to go out. whats more, she didnt left any money for me. Lol.
i got a weird dreams last night. it keeps on changing and i still have no idea what was i dreaming. i could feel the horror, peace and sad? alright alright, lets change the subject.
since i'll be going to genting next week, i have plenty of stuff to get done. i need to buy vicks, i need to go for a check up for a confirmation from doctor wetha im having asthma or not cause recently i had wheezing during at night. i am still thinking wetha i should buy thermal jacket since mum was really nice. i dont think its worth it. besides, im only using it for five days only. and next thing, i'll be keeping it inside the wardrobe for a very long time. i need to buy batteries for my camera plus zip lock bag. i hope i wont pack my stuff at a very last minute. sighed.
i want to sleep. goodbye.
